Hi people. Okay, i wna clear smthg... kay i know that everyone has been cheering me up and stuffs, they did cheer me up, but yes maybe we got to think for my ex too? See, we broke up cause we couldn't communicate properly anymore, we felt really tired of arguments.
Its not cause he didn't treasure me/cherish me/love me.
To tell you guys the truth, he's one hellava good guy^^ I've never met someone as sweet as him before, and maybe never will. He really gave me alot of things, physically and emotionally. Without him, maybe i would have never got to enjoy the sweet stuffs(: For example for our first year, he was in camp, he still prepared surprises, brought me to cable car dinner....(read here)
and btw, he paid for most of my stuffs - Meals, movies, stuffs i wanna buy, clothes, shoes, random things...
He never complained. never.
all these months were sweetness with him.
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He made me sweet cards/boards... brought lunch to my house as a surprise when i whineddd that i was uberly hungry (: He hugged me whenever i threw small tantrums and all, and he would cab home several times.. just to spend time with me cause his last bus had gone alr.
Yes he brought me to many places too, to eat good food, visit new places, neoprints.... l4d (:
Haha. and he liked pink ^^ My favourite colour.
I ALSO GOT DO STUFFS FOR HIM KAY! Haha. but am not gna say here, as long as he knows can alr.
No we did not patch and no we haven't contacted yet. Im not writing this to get him back or whatever. I have finally accepted the fact that it's over and i've finally cooled down. Feels rather dead, haha. But it's okay. :)
So just wna let you all know, Alvin is not a bad guy at all. In fact he is the best boyfriend i ever had. We just could not work out i guess.
So people, thanks for cheering me up, i rlly appreciate it, trying to make me feel better when im most down. But i believe he isn't happy too. I don't know about the day he went out lah hahaha, but i dont think he's tht heartless to forget me totally alr. But again i do not know.
Yes, this is all i got to say. I've put the past behind, won't bring it up again. Hope you guys won't too. (: Evryone says horrible stuffs when they are angry, including me. But it's never too late to know my mistake. (: Maybe you guys can help me cheer him up too? :)
Im sorry for saying hurtful stuffs to you, Alvin.
Thanks for the lovely memories.
Glad to have been loved than never to be loved at all.
Byebye.
Sincerely from me hehe
Brand new year brand new start(:
Its not cause he didn't treasure me/cherish me/love me.
To tell you guys the truth, he's one hellava good guy^^ I've never met someone as sweet as him before, and maybe never will. He really gave me alot of things, physically and emotionally. Without him, maybe i would have never got to enjoy the sweet stuffs(: For example for our first year, he was in camp, he still prepared surprises, brought me to cable car dinner....(read here)
and btw, he paid for most of my stuffs - Meals, movies, stuffs i wanna buy, clothes, shoes, random things...
He never complained. never.
all these months were sweetness with him.
(click) (click) (click)
He made me sweet cards/boards... brought lunch to my house as a surprise when i whineddd that i was uberly hungry (: He hugged me whenever i threw small tantrums and all, and he would cab home several times.. just to spend time with me cause his last bus had gone alr.
Yes he brought me to many places too, to eat good food, visit new places, neoprints.... l4d (:
Haha. and he liked pink ^^ My favourite colour.
I ALSO GOT DO STUFFS FOR HIM KAY! Haha. but am not gna say here, as long as he knows can alr.
No we did not patch and no we haven't contacted yet. Im not writing this to get him back or whatever. I have finally accepted the fact that it's over and i've finally cooled down. Feels rather dead, haha. But it's okay. :)
So just wna let you all know, Alvin is not a bad guy at all. In fact he is the best boyfriend i ever had. We just could not work out i guess.
So people, thanks for cheering me up, i rlly appreciate it, trying to make me feel better when im most down. But i believe he isn't happy too. I don't know about the day he went out lah hahaha, but i dont think he's tht heartless to forget me totally alr. But again i do not know.
Yes, this is all i got to say. I've put the past behind, won't bring it up again. Hope you guys won't too. (: Evryone says horrible stuffs when they are angry, including me. But it's never too late to know my mistake. (: Maybe you guys can help me cheer him up too? :)
Im sorry for saying hurtful stuffs to you, Alvin.
Thanks for the lovely memories.
Glad to have been loved than never to be loved at all.
Byebye.
Sincerely from me hehe
Brand new year brand new start(:
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